My Thoughts & Songs http://aminhailha.blog.com Wed, 14 Mar 2007 14:28:41 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.7 en hourly 1 ((Wisdom Quote)) http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/03/14/wisdom-quote/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/03/14/wisdom-quote/#comments Wed, 14 Mar 2007 14:28:41 +0000 NelitaLempicka  

"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

(in Sandman: The Kindly Ones by Neil Gaiman )

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“Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…

You give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like “maybe we should just be friends” or “how very perceptive” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

(in Sandman: The Kindly Ones by Neil Gaiman )

]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/03/14/wisdom-quote/feed/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/15/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/15/#comments Thu, 15 Feb 2007 15:05:47 +0000 NelitaLempicka …just a song i like…
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/15/feed/ <<i just wanted to hold you in my arms>> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/08/i-just-wanted-to-hold-you-in-my-arms/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/08/i-just-wanted-to-hold-you-in-my-arms/#comments Thu, 08 Feb 2007 14:23:54 +0000 NelitaLempicka
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/08/i-just-wanted-to-hold-you-in-my-arms/feed/ «everything you want» http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/01/%c2%abeverything-you-want%c2%bb/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/01/%c2%abeverything-you-want%c2%bb/#comments Thu, 01 Feb 2007 14:08:37 +0000 NelitaLempicka
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/02/01/%c2%abeverything-you-want%c2%bb/feed/ /what can I do/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/10/what-can-i-do/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/10/what-can-i-do/#comments Wed, 10 Jan 2007 13:36:11 +0000 NelitaLempicka
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/10/what-can-i-do/feed/ Your life’s gonna change :-) http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/02/your-lifes-gonna-change/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/02/your-lifes-gonna-change/#comments Tue, 02 Jan 2007 12:45:48 +0000 NelitaLempicka
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/02/your-lifes-gonna-change/feed/ ((don’t give up)) http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/01/dont-give-up/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/01/dont-give-up/#comments Mon, 01 Jan 2007 14:22:34 +0000 NelitaLempicka
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2007/01/01/dont-give-up/feed/ …i’m alright… http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/29/im-alright/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/29/im-alright/#comments Fri, 29 Dec 2006 23:25:51 +0000 NelitaLempicka
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/29/im-alright/feed/ /Time&Patience/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/27/timepatience/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/27/timepatience/#comments Wed, 27 Dec 2006 14:10:41 +0000 NelitaLempicka
]]> http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/27/timepatience/feed/ ~ away from the sun ~ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/20/away-from-the-sun/ http://aminhailha.blog.com/2006/12/20/away-from-the-sun/#comments Wed, 20 Dec 2006 17:58:41 +0000 NelitaLempicka   
"It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't do what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again "

/3D.D./

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“It’s down to this
I’ve got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I’ve done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am

‘Cause now again I’ve found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I’m so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I’m over this
I’m tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling’s gone
There’s nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I’ve known

‘Cause now again I’ve found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I’m so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I’m so far down, away from the sun again

It’s down to this
I’ve got to make this life make sense
And now I can’t do what I’ve done

And now again I’ve found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me

‘Cause now again I’ve found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I’m so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I’m so far down, away from the sun again “

/3D.D./

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